Ok so I have a best friend (let’s call her L)(we’re both girls), and I think I have a crush on her. It started last year and I told her at the end of the summer holiday but she kinda brushed it of, later we kinda brought it up again but I think i didn’t really make things clear. Now she’s on an exchange year so I’ll only see her for the Christmas holidays.
Last week, she asked me if I remembered when a friend said that her and A (also a girl) would go well together (apparently A also said if she hadn’t her current crush, she would be crushing on L). She then told me that her and A bonded as they both were on exchange year and both had horrible host families. She told me that they both had feelings for each other but are waiting to see eachother at Christmas to see what they’ll do.
At this point I thought I was over her, because I had seen another cute girl at school and had been wanting to become friends with. I had talked about her with L so maybe she too thought I was over her, but now I feel jealous. Plus, we had planned to spend the whole holiday together as we would both be single so I thought I could have maybe thrown in the fact I had a crush on her and hope it would go somewhere. She said she would never change our plans but I think she’ll probably want to spend time with A.
Now I’m torn, I don’t know if I should remind her or as one of our friend say “let her live her teenage love story”.
Sorry for the long post and please tell me if you have advice !!
