R*pe fantasies are a thing I guess
No a therapist or counselor wouldn’t think you’re stupid, if you think there is any truth to it at all then you should speak to one
If you’re just another perv exploring this here maybe don’t because it makes it harder for others who are genuinely dealing with stuff and they’ll feel less safe to ask
But if you are genuine then definitely reach out to people here or close friends and when back at school if there is a counselor or someone to speak to ask them about it, unless you have options outside of school that are accessible
