Actually, I really do feel lonely. My parents are often away from home for work, and I can clearly feel my libido getting stronger and stronger. I can feel myself unconsciously wanting to masturbate, and I’ve done it. But it still doesn’t feel enough. I desperately want to experience sex. I ordered a Bestrealdoll sex doll online during a Christmas sale, which was a great deal. I had the sex I wanted with this doll, Lela. She felt so real, and she’s always with me, which makes me feel less lonely. I love being with Lela.