Hi there ,
My names Kaleb , and im 14 , 15 in two months.
And i came here to have some advices.
You see , i live in a cool appartment , i have clothes , food , a bed , my house is clean , everything’s seems perfect , but there’s a problem.
My father , is currently threathing me to hurt me , hit me , destroy me.
But he never hit me.
Is that abuse ? Im not a troublemaker , i dont go out at night , i dont smoke , i dont vape , i dont drink etc…
He started to be more agressive when i tried to show him that his menaces were not scaring me anymore (it does) ,i look at him in the eyes , trying to not cry while hes threating me to smash my head against the wall , fist tight at his side.
I dont feel safe at home anymore , i told everyone , my therapist , my friends , people at school , i called the french child service protection’s number (im french , but im bilingual and i find myself more comfortable talking abt it in english) , and they all told me that it was not normal , that i will be helped .
I know he cant change , he will destroy be if he found out what im doing now , i just need to clear my thoughts abt him.
I dont feel safe at home , i wanna runaway , be far from him , but my phone is broken , and he will crush me if i do.
I wanna be free and happy at home , thats all , and i dont want him to change , i wanna leave.
Thankx for reading.
Kaleb
