Hi, I’m Charlotte and I’m 14 years old.
I feel a bit embarrassed and ashamed but for the last 5 months I’ve begun fantasizing about being raped.
It started when I was watching a movie called The Entity. It was on TV one evening when my parents were upstairs and it was chilling. In bed that night I began touching myself and fantasizing that it was happening to me.
I know it is a horrific thing but I don’t understand why I enjoy daydreaming about it and I feel a bit bad because I also do this while thinking about real reports of rape that I’ve seen online.
Is this normal or should I speak to my doctor?
Charlotte.