So I’m 16 and and from a young age I’ve been exposed to s3xual content. I have this desire to be s3xually assaulted, and it’s not some fantasy. Like it’s something i actually want. I want to know if this is normal? Or why this is happening? Something I have thought about for a while..kinda like I’m obsessed with it….its bad idk but idk why it’s a thought maybe I’m sick.