I am just a broken doll played with then thrown
😃 i dont know how many people will read this post its useless to even post it posting this even shows my weakness 😅😅 i will show my true feelings even though i know that this post will even be lost in this maze of ever walking time .
I dont know why iam doing this but i too am “someone” , someone of no use !
This post is a post where i am posting my feelings ! i may be banned by a cruel world like this for sharing my ‘obscene and useless feelings’ .Anyone who wants to get fame or respect of this world anyone let me warn you dont ruin your life its never worth it , this life is yours live it fully! ur in a age where you will want this ‘ glorious glares girls or boy noticing you’ let me tell its not worth it at all! mostly if you are a indian here you can easily r@pe! for pleasure the society here is a hellhole like this country i wish i was born in Japan or Usa!
Whateve what my point is my life has by flying with sadness and sorrow , i was a small child always playing in the lap of joy that this world killed i was running behind fame to get none! let me tell you its not worth earning fame nerver in a sh!thole like india u know it if u have lived here! this f8cking country is a disaster!.
I am all alone now and there is no one to listen , or to feel me , every one just sees my distressed nature but no one sees my heart that is bleeding now to , i know i will be ignored like always here also! or there will be some useless advices ! plss dont post any replies i wont be there to read it !😇
I am not able to know what has happened to me but at least at least just one eye sees this message that is not mine will be enough for me! iam here alone but no one in this world of 7 million cares! .
I am repeating again it is useless! if ur a teen which every other ‘boys and girls ’ laugh at while they hang out ‘enjoying’ life themselves , believe me sex wanting love this is no better than suicide , suicide is a lot more better than this but not only option you can improve yourself , in 1 yr … 2yr … 3yrs .. 4yrs … if u cannot improve its worthless suicide , this ‘hope’ for any love is useless this world is too big to even look at you ex - no better than india ! girls here are g@ngraped and the society dosent give a F*ck about it ! , iam a boy but it dosen’t mean i write this for “especially” boys! , girls too have promblem i dont know what is this trend of saying “so many boys die virgin” in a sh!thole like india so many girl die G@angraped!.
Whatever iam telling to any teen wanting attention is pathetic and useless fuck them! enjoy ur own life iam telling you! , i have wasted my life for just losers (which people in this country mostly are) but you who live in any country shouldnt even want attention of winners! eventually this will make you a loser!.
I do not fear being ignored again 😶
I am telling you do not waste your life for something that is useless! sex or love this all is useless , have u heard anyone becoming a owner of bungalow by that.
The above that i say that if u r not able to change ur self in 4yrs. then die ! is my own pov rest ur life is ur decision pr just leave ‘changing’ u are the best the way u are , this world is too cruel to hug me if i even cry in middle of a road , its useless dont u see how cruel the world is iam not talking senselessness or psychoticness iam telling a fact this world is too cruel to even touch a paining heart they dont care no matter whatever they say! plss dont suicide or ur weak , remember they are the ones cruel ur not weak! maybe this u shall see in the comments below!
I am repeating again u reading this , u very beautiful teen! , listen to me plss! iam not promoting suicide ! i just want you to know dont be in a illusion many will again ‘empower’ u to do what they expect u to do if u are so called ‘strong’ and when u cant they will ditch u again , u cant even imagine how cruel they are , they are not worth knowing you , believe me!
This is my first and last post in this forum do not reply i would recommend , all u will see is answers by others i will be gone by then 😹😸😸 , i can’t believe i just watched bad boys ! and also rolled on my sofa like mad! and cracked my room by thrashing around! , life is seriously , ur life is for u not theres u dont need to do what they want and be happy!
Bye!!👋🌠😶🙂🤗🤛
hope this helps anyone needy!
THIS IS MY FIRST AND LAST POST
