MentallyChaotic
So what makes you unsure about whether you’d want them back? As someone who has not had one, I have wondered what they feel like and how they compare to an orgasm while you’re awake.
In my case, it is the abstinence that puts me off, though as, even though that isn’t guaranteed, that seems to be the only thing we can control that makes them more or less likely. How many orgasms while awake would I have to forgo? What if I abstained for two weeks, felt insanely horny, yet one still didn’t happen? Or what if I went to that much trouble and it turned out to be so so or I slept through, didn’t feel much and just woke up later to a mess?
If it was as simple as going to bed one night and not masturbating that one night, or even just telling myself “tonight I will have a wet dream” and then it would happen, I think I would try it at least once. Whether I would ever do again would depend on how that went.
